Thursday, March 15, 2012

Raise the Nation’s standard of living?

financial industry makes nothing of value and therefore cannot maintain, let alone raise, the nation’s standard of living.

Supercomputers Can Save U.S. Manufacturing: Scientific American

What standard, more money in the pockets of the wealthy, as if they don’t have enough and are part of the problem anyway.   A country who claims to do so much for the poor and we still have people living on the streets.  People can’t afford health care or health insurance to get that care.  Oh, but don’t forget, you could be living like those people in third world countries.  That’s suppose to make us grateful for what we have, keeping us from asking BIG BROTHER for something a little better.  I suppose they were going to teach us a lesson when they moved all the jobs to other countries with cheap labor.  Now all the poor do is labor under their dirty laundry, we have been manipulated into cleaning up for them for a handout and we are still in the same economic fix, nothing improves and the gap gets bigger while they rob us of our own creative ideas to help ourselves get out of poverty.  Big Brother is a money hoarding failure when it comes to understanding Democracy.  Capitalists only understand the acquisition of money and power, the very things that create obsessive compulsive behavior, again the poor clean up in their little AA, NA, EA, and Al-Anon meetings so their families can stay safer.   The middle class and poor are being worked to death and getting nothing for it.

More manufacturing?  More garbage in the landfills.  More planes, great.  More means of spewing pollution into the air.  More of everything we don’t need and a lot less of what we do need.  “Shhh, you’d better keep quiet, your making waves.”  They forget what country they live in and who put the money in their pockets and how they got those big bucks out of our pockets and those great ideas out of our minds.  Who is paying for their guilt?

North Carolina Governor Perdue has been asking for cooperation in the most logical place to start improving the standard of living, improved education.   Do they hear her?  I clearly understand you cannot make people learn.  There are those who want to learn and like me, have been caught up in the morass of memetic poison from music and movies, hoping to overcome the corruption that poisoned our predecessors, because those who indulged think it’s our place to deal with it simply because our families were once associated with it.  Wrong.   Change is constant and something really needs to change in America and a reassessment of Standard of Living is in order.

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Because economics dictates we should have a certain population of ignorant people…

We've proved it and proved it and proved it," Perdue said. "Why are we having to prove it one more time in front of the General Assembly. There continues to be this ongoing battle for funds, support, understanding, and I would even question the need to develop some compassion."

Perdue making early childhood education her priority | abc11.com

…simple as that.  I know Governor Perdue is far from naive, hoping her question will get citizens to think about it.  A simple survey asking people what they do for a living may well uncover the reasons politicians refuse to fund the improvement of our educational system.  

With the billions raised by the lottery, I have to wonder why we need Federal Funds unless it is so corrupt those funds are not being funneled where they were promised.   Are we in for a kind of Mafia/Vegas lawlessness in North Carolina? 

Case in point:  The Santa impersonator charged with soliciting sex from a minor.   He is obviously acting out (reenacting) something.   I have traveled with my photographic equipment in the back of my car and I have lived in Apex, didn’t have my equipment then as I sold it.   He will spend years in prison if convicted and some writer will bag a hundred thousand dollars off this man while he only gets three hots and a cot.   This is why we shun funding the educational system.  This is the stuff no one talks about in public arenas because of ECONOMICS.  So it’s business as usual at the expense of those of us who are not aware of these kinds of potentials.   We get hurt, locked up, killed.  They walk away with a big fat bank account.   

Thursday, February 16, 2012

One thing I found confusing about What The Bleep Do We Know…

…is the part where the kid tells Maitlin’s character the ball never touched her when he tossed it to her and she claimed to feel pain.   If the ball really only bounced off her why did she feel pain and how are diseases spread with hands and other parts of the body?   If I place my hand on a hot stove, it doesn’t bounce off and I definitely feel a burn and pain and if I leave it there long enough my skin will burn, possibly melt resulting in serious injury.  Why doesn’t my hand bounce off then?   I am suppose to think some invisible germ will just leap across this electrical charge from one person to another?   I don’t think so.  

This brought be to another precipice.  If we were all made of a bunch of molecules just bouncing around and we entered outer space where there is no gravity, then we would surely fall apart, just dissipate into all those tiny little atoms and float off.   This of course is not the case and since the Mars Rover doesn’t have a soul to keep it together I’d say it is pretty clear atoms and molecules are not bouncing around, they are quite bound to each other like the many chemicals in our bodies such as dopamine which has enabled me to learn from the information I have processed.  It has been several years since I saw this film and this issue has been gnawing at me for sometime. 

The reason we sometimes appear to gain weight when we are eating a normal diet is for quite different reasons.  

Who’s idea was it to put this stuff in our beef?

American Beef: Why is it Banned in Europe?

These days there is a thin line between Government and Business…

Kay's Commentary: Less Government is Better…

…most politicians are invested in big business.  

North Carolina Government needs an overhaul…

Since my youth, I have encountered time and time again abuses and arrogance toward the poor in this State.   The poor who end up in mental institutions, prison, on welfare, or on the streets.  I am one of them.

I have experienced firsthand the attitudes and the greed of those in power.   I was physically assaulted by my father and nothing was done; “spare the rod spoil the child”.  Since that time my life has been nothing but a series of abuses to my person and my life, I have permitted upon myself.   I was the victim of graft in 1990 when I was sent to prison where further harm was inflicted on numerous occasions, used for the second time by a State employee who felt they deserved having their name protected more than I did mine.   Lawyers got judgeships, judges moved up the ranks in the courts, writers got their novels and film makers got their movies at my personal expense.  I, a mental disabled person, now recovering, who had nothing but television and music programmed into my brain and who was unable to discern the game being played at my expense.  No one said anything to me about the machine.  Why? The pay-off.   Yet. they put themselves out to the public as heroes, Big Brother, saviors of the world, while their dollars are earned off the backs of those of us who have suffered, often times, unspeakable physical injury and unbearable shame in our lives.  They call it history and they gladly hand you a check to ease your pain while they rob your mind of all its content.  It is clear there are those who cannot help themselves and need help.  I commend them for assisting these unfortunates.  There are those of us who have had great potential in our lives, whose potential has been stifled by the television, music and other manipulations to insure favoritism to those in power.  Look at this Government’s history.  Look at the history of other industries.  They reveal this truth.  Look back before you plunge forward.  And in their positions they ride around in limousines paid for with tax dollars, fly all over the world for some obscure reason and then with their earnings from public dollars they send their children to private schools and institutions of higher learning they created with our money and they end up with the federal jobs.  Power is truly in the hands of the majority but it is also in the hands of consumers.  When we vote, for four years we are at the mercy of what they do or fail to do unless we take action against these abuses in our Government and stop acting in ways which promote these problems in our personal lives and communities.  

Kent State was nothing more than a ploy to keep people from rebelling against the realities of our Government and what they intended doing to us and to thwart masses of young people from attending colleges who would later acquire jobs Big Brother coveted for their own children.  It was not an experiment, it was a tool, it is a tool, a tool used to control and manipulate the population.  A tool to make you think the way they want you to think, not to see things the way they are.  If you did you wouldn’t indulge your money or time.   Some of the best minds in our country have been usurped by the machine, to the detriment of themselves, the advancement of their communities, their  States and our Country. 

Take for example, small time loan companies.  They aren’t about helping people, they are about getting your money and your property and they hide behind the law to do it.   There seems to be nothing you can do because of the fine print on the bottom of the contract they conveniently forget to tell you to read before you sign and you sit there, a disabled person unable to work, believing they are trying to help you.  Months later they take your property.  They saw the writing on the wall.  Now I see the writing on the wall.  It is becoming even more clear to me our Government has been backing these little companies all over the State.  Who has the funds to support these companies?  People with money.  They know before they loan you any money they aren’t going to lose a dime.   If they do they write it off on taxes and they choose to whom they are going to lose that money.

Those who have known about the television are surely aware of the mentality of the people who view it.  They are culpable.  They have taken advantage of this poor mentality under the guise of protecting us like a big brother.   We have nothing except what they choose to dole out to us because of the way we spend our time and money.   They care nothing for creating jobs which suit our needs.  They need us to spend the dollars they shell out to us as if it is all their money.  Who makes them rich?  Consumers.  We become slaves to consuming.   There are those of us who work hard to get ahead sometimes failing at some point in our journey.  Is it an accident?  They make us slaves to their will.  This slavery is over. 

There are those who are employed with the State who have shirked their responsibilities to the people and heave their personal problems and criminal deeds onto ignorant citizens, using imprisonment to cover up their actions, hiding behind immunity laws, they created.  I discover they are responsible for half my problems but immunity prevents me from exercising my rights against them.   We who elect them get the short end of the deal.  Where is government by the people for the people?  Are we not people?  No, they see us as nothing more than human resources, a slick way of calling us slaves.  We give them these jobs thinking they are near sainthood, those of us who are good and go to church on Sunday and believe in the lord, and believe they are looking out for our best interests.   We project our good nature onto them while they rob us.  As good citizens wanting to help our communities and States we participate in psychological testing, filling out questionnaires, giving them knowledge about us.  It’s just the power they need to control and manipulate us in our spending robbing us of our chance in the free market.  Why are places like loan shark companies allowed to exist if they are looking out for our best interests?   Government has forgotten they are paid servants of the people.   As one who executes the desires of the many, wouldn’t it be their responsibility to make the people aware of problems since the minds and brains of the many have been hijacked by a machine that wasn’t even invented in this country?  Then and only then, do they spout rhetoric on the exercise of freedom and free will.  They rob us of our lives while we are mesmerized by the machine and we rarely discover what they have done until long after it has happened.  We rely on the machine to tell us the truth rather than looking for it ourselves.  Even the news seems to have been corrupted.   Why didn’t the news media tell us about “black money”?  Millions of dollars spent to entertain foreign dignitaries and trillions of dollars we owe to China or so we are made to believe.   Who is monitoring our Governments? 

Now as I sit here writing this I find there have been few changes in our society since Queen Victoria reigned the United Kingdom.   These are the problems which plagued society then and they are plaguing us now.  What has changed?  They are getting us to abuse our own minds and bodies under the guise of some great American experiment and these industries have become so powerful it is likely nothing will change unless we support each other in this effort.  And even if you never indulged in this media it is perspicuous one can become infected with its ideas simply by the nature of our society.  Reflecting on that history has made it all to obvious there are those then who used methods to control others which has grown into a more powerful medium through television, music and books, dissuading us from our future goals and often encouraging us to harm ourselves.   And in some pseudo-effort to expose us to and make us aware of these methods, we have become victims of them just as Timothy McVeigh was a victim of the ideas in Turner Diaries and what he witnessed at Waco, then by this exposure we are programmed to abuse our own minds, permitting them to exploit us further by gaining access to more of our earnings,  life savings, our thoughts and ideas.  150 years of experience has changed nothing.  Why?  These people have not been punished for the harm they have caused, in a way so as to alter the course of our future.  They have blinded us to the truth.  It will continue if they are permitted to abuse our minds and bodies without punishment. 

Monday, February 13, 2012

Re: Narcissism…

Kay's Commentary: Do television programs, books or music cause homosexuality?

I have read numerous books on narcissism (self love), most purporting it as an unhealthy negative aspect of a personality.   It has become clear to me this is a distortion and the pay-off is even more clear.   It is part of the gross manipulation of humanity and the human mind.   Does this mean one will become an eternal child?  No.  One will become what one puts into one’s brain and creates in one’s mind.  If you think of yourself or cause others to think of yourself as a trash can, then one will be treated this way.   Most of us are familiar with these ideas.   “As a man thinketh, so he is”, Emmett Fox, or becomes.

Do television programs, books or music cause homosexuality?

Neurolinguistic Programming

Homosexuality, from my understanding is not unfavorable, it is the prelude to narcissism, a necessary stage in human psychological development.  It can become unhealthy if not properly guided or can be delayed by unhealthy television programs, books or music.  Averting libidinal energies usually employed for mental development does not cause homosexuality, it delays it.   I drew an affirmative conclusion television can influence sexual development after reading Age of Manipulation, The Sin in Sincere and the Con in Confidence, by Brian Wilson Keys as well as from my own personal experiences, in that television and advertising do not promote homosexuality but actually misdirects libidinal energies toward that which the television presents through characters and promotes through advertising.  I think television, books and music can be a major influence on sexual behavior just as pornography can and does influence sexual acting out.

In my case numerous traumas were perpetrated upon my person which I either re-enacted or came from outside sources, driven by the desires of the abusers (who may have indulged in pornography) or were also reenactments from traumas in their lives, in addition to my own television viewing, book reading and music which averted my energies and corrupted my thinking and thus my life.   I once believed the lack of breast feeding was the source of my failures and lack of achievement, but have since discovered television, music and books have had a greater impact.  I later discovered The Story of O possibly influenced the perpetrator of one of my childhood molestations, the other likely a re-enactment.

Lots of television programs, books and music can through dialogue and the ideas presented, inhibit one’s development.  Some programs can and do impose ideas in the brain and mind, which given the right set of circumstances in a person’s life, cause serious harm or can bring about a healing, depending on which programs one views on the television.  Scary, horror and violent programs do have a negative impact on human behavior, especially if one is not accustomed to such programming bringing about more developmental difficulties. 

If the mind is bogged down with lots of dialogue from a film or book, be it scary or not, and one has an undeveloped mind, then disaster can befall that person because the mind is not trained to cope with its content and synaptic connections in the brain are not there to prevent re-enacting what has been put into the mind.  The brain does not just learn from what it sees but what it hears.  One faculty of the brain does not take precedent over the other unless one or the other is not working.  They work in unison.  We laugh at children when they play act different things, we know as adults came from the television, or some book or a song, (what I am talking about), but is it really funny.   In these situations one has no choice but to relinquish control of one’s libidinal energies to a writer for help.  Sometimes familial situations force or promote the use of television, books or music, instead of seeking appropriate help or that help is simply unavailable.   In these cases many young adults identify with characters on the television, in books or through music, who they think resemble proper adult behavior or behavior they like.  Even proper behavior viewed on the television can easily be projected away from the self just as God sent Satan into the world, as this has been programmed into us to do for generations and projecting was once the purpose of the television to get one to project unfavorable content away from the self, or to project projections from others, away from the self.   First we were seduced by the television and its programs, then we were tricked into believing the television was evil and with it went the good parts of ourselves or the upper class potential in us all portrayed in many films, projected onto others-the good people in the programs we watched-leaving many of us to feel like criminals, given to alcoholism, drug addicts, addicted to cigarettes, obsessed with sex and food, hopeless, worthless and bound for hell. 

In my case rebelling at times saved me from falling prey to that which controlled the behavior of my parents, the television, books and music.   What happened?   I could not be without one or the other of them and I then became enmeshed with the lives of those trying to help clean up the mess who clearly indulged in one or the other.

I might also be the reincarnation of a soul who was accustomed to re-enacting (acting out as in a play) things or a soul who was traumatized before my birth (“life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you’re going to get”) and for whatever reason was unable to uncover the source of their psychiatric difficulties.   This in no way takes away from my having been traumatized but certainly gives legitimate explanation for why it happened.   It is easy to see from this point of view how one can mistakenly become possessed of a soul different from one’s physical sex or even in opposition to one’s future desires.   So, it is easy to deduce from my personal experience, Neurolinguistic Programming a Case of Helping or Hurting, that television, books and music do have an impact on thinking and the mental development of those who indulge and affects those with whom indulgers are connected through family or other associations. 

One can believe what I have stated or one can certainly indulge and find out for one’s self what can and does happen.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

What I think about hypnosis re: The Woman in Green…

I think hypnosis is a laymen’s way of describing and demonstrating the effects of psychic connections.   It is clearer to me, the subject in the film, The Woman In Green, is the object of many projections and the man who is performing the hypnosis is likely a doctor in the audience performing some surgery, parts of which they are acting out on the stage, while demonstrating the hypnotic technique.   In the scene with Watson it is clear he is being hypnotized but it is highly unlikely he would perform the feats put into his brain, so quickly.  It would likely take several days or even weeks before such an event would manifest it self, except in the case of myself in which it is  clear I was acting out the current  thoughts in the mind of another, created from the viewing of the film, while other acting out may have been historical.  I was possessed of the right brain thinking of one of my parents or some neighbor or even some relative.  

Since writing the NLP article, I discovered my mother was only 9 years old when this film was released if the date 1945 is accurate.   It is highly likely my mother may have stepped on a nail herself and I re-enacted her trauma as the result of the film.   As you can see it is also possible my mother may have been acting out the movie viewing of others from say, New York, which then presented the problem in our family. 

Friday, January 27, 2012

Less Government is Better…

Video - Breaking News Videos from CNN.com

…What happens when a large group of people are not policed?   Chaos?  If this happens I see an increasingly escalating cost of living for our future. 

I clearly recollect 30 years ago when military were called in at Kent State to control what started out as a peaceful protest ending in the murdering of innocent lives.  I for one find that rather confusing when you claim the private sector and businesses should be in control of the economics in this country.  The University felt so intimidated by a group of students making a political statement they had to call in troops with automatic weapons used against UNARMED YOUNG ADULTS barely in their 20’s.  THAT MAKES NO SENSE.  YET, YOU WANT BUSINESS TO RUN THIS COUNTRY?   THAT IS WHY WE ARE IN THE MESS WE ARE IN NOW, BIG BUSINESS HAS MANIPULATED THE  MINDS OF SO MANY I NEVER KNOW IF I AM MAKING A DECISION FOR MYSELF OR SOMEONE ELSE’S POCKETBOOK.

I see a business operated USDA milking millions of dollars from caring consumers to keep their food supply appropriately monitored.   I have perused numerous articles online made available by private research companies and those presented to the public on research by our government.   I trust those I read from the Government over the ones I read from private companies who are also promoting the sale of products they likely research and sell to the public. The Better Business Bureau is an example of business monitoring itself.  I can name numerous products marketed right now that should be removed from shelves because they are hazardous to our  health.   Innocent people who lack enough of the right knowledge can be conned into buying these products ending up hurting themselves because of the poor distribution of  adequate information about the products the businesses are selling to the public and if they did consumers would not buy them.   This is how business is going to save America’s economy?

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Neurolinguistic Programming, a case of helping or hurting…

This article has been revised to include later posts and is published here…

NLP

Saturday, January 21, 2012

This is not about resisting authority, this is about equating authority with slavery…

Hulu - Beyond Scared Straight: Oakland County, MI (Girls) - Watch the full episode now.

…it is a rebellion against slavery and abuse.   This is about trauma.  This program to me does not resolve the real issue in the psyche.   Children are not slaves, they are dependents.   They are dependent on adults and others more wise than themselves, to teach them how to live successfully. 

I am opposed to this approach to tackling the problem yet I can see that there are many out there who cannot be reached unless they are treated this way first.  I know this from my own personal experience.  

Gaining this awareness cost me a lot of synapses, a lot of time and money…

Kay's Commentary: Neurolinguistic Programming, a case of helping or hurting…updated

…if you have any complaints about my disability talk to these people.

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Visions this AM – The subconscious mind at work…

I woke up at 10 AM and fell back asleep.   I noticed my heart sounded funny like it was squishing instead of thumping. Then I drifted deeper into sleep.  I was in some kind of shop.  It sold alcoholic beverages.   It looked like part of it was in the ground or an old abandoned house. There was part that was covered by some sort of drape but it had been pulled to the side.   I went in and looked to the left and there were at least 11 pictures on the wall, black and white. They looked like designs at first, could be an eye chart or pictures of someone.  I was with someone and they seemed to be in a hurry so I was unable to stop and focus on the images.  I did see some unusually large funnel shaped cups piled up, looked like drinking mugs to me, I used my measuring cup sometime earlier in the day.  I have a porcelain coffee filter but does not have a handle, this had a handle.  I was at SS a day ago and looked at a vase that was shaped similarly, more like an old ice cream soda glass.   I had gotten a small demitasse sized cup of coffee and a chocolate as I usually do.  The cup is paper, no handles.   Everything was sort of hazy.   I was with a heavier person blond, looked like the guy who once worked at SS.  He purchased a six pack of something and we all left and got into a small car.  There were three of us and I got into the back seat.   The blond got into the passenger side.   We headed off and he handed me a bottle of something and said, “try this”.  The liquid looked cloudy and I didn’t really taste anything.   It looked like a Mickey’s or Smirnoff.  I have created a mix that looks like it, must have triggered memories of seeing the Smirnoff in the Harris Teeter.   Then I was standing outside a set of something and someone who looked like Annette Funicello was seated on a brick wall, reminded me of the wall at the convenient store on Rosemary Street here.  I had seen an old Avalon Funicello film. I had been there before in my waking life but had never seen this happen.  It seemed dark and I must have been walking up to the place.   There was another person standing in front of her and they were talking.   Things seemed to go dark and I heard her crying oh, oh, she had fallen off backwards from the wall onto the pavement.   Then I was back in the car and I slumped over in the back seat.   I heard, “she’s dead”.